This me...

This place...between two horizons
This time...changing hues
This irrevocable change 
This feeling...awakening
This view...ying and yang
This me...breathing, smiling and living with the good

Two weeks ago, my dad passed away, after a 6 month long battle of survival after a brain stroke. I havn't experience anything crazier, nor have I felt so clueless ever. Times like these, make you re-think about everything. 

This between the voids of loss and abundance of life ahead
This time...of changing faces and transformed memories 
This feeling...of relieving someone of pain, by feeling the pain of parting
This shattering, heart pinching and brain hauntingly painful
This moment...never coming back
This me...focusing on what makes me, stronger. 

Times like this, force you to choose. Be miserable. Or be strong. It takes the same amount of work and energy. 

So, I decide to choose strong. Coz feeling strong is contagious, and it's only when you take the decision to choose strong for yourself, you become the support system for your loved one's who are not strong enough to choose strong. 

I decide to choose strong, coz that's what dad has always been about, and that's how the one's who are gone should be remembered. 
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